I've been gray for about a week now. The sudden burst of happiness that accompanied my change of color seems to be slowly fading away. I used to feel happy when I compared my rating with my lower rated peers, but that sinister source of joy seems to be fleeting as well. At this rate, I fear that I'll eventually go back to feeling nothing. I shall feel nothing, despite having achieved such a high rating. If this doesn't make me feel anything, will anything ever? Will nothing change even if I manage to climb higher? Am I doomed to feel nothing for eternity, chasing a feeling that doesn't exist?