If we want to use a 2D dynamic array, some C++ user writes following 2D vector:

vector<vector<int>> a(n);

// add y to a[x]
a[x].push_back(y);

// walkthrough a[x]
for(auto &nx : a[x]){
  cout << nx << "\n";
}

But we can do the equivalent thing with handwritten linked list (when we know the total size) by using vector<pair<int,int>>:

pair<int,int> empty={-1,-1};
vector<pair<int,int>> b(n+total_size,empty);
int add_point=n;

// add y to b[x]
if(b[x]!=empty){
  b[add_point]=b[x];
  b[x].second=add_point;
  add_point++;
}
b[x].first=y;

// walkthrough b[x]
int current=x;
while(current!=empty.second && b[currnt]!=empty){
  cout << b[current].first << "\n";
  current=b[current].second;
}