I have been highly motivated and energetic to do my Codeforces practice since I started two months back. I was quite happy with my progress. But for some reason, my performance is constantly decreasing over the past one week. Just to give the perspective, few weeks back I was quite comfortable in solving 1600 difficulty level problems, and now I am failing repeatedly for 1000-1100 level problems. I am so much demotivated by this. I don't know if I have attained my saturation point. This is so depressing and disheartening. I had created so much of dreams around competitive programming, I was dreaming to join Google someday by developing extraordinary CP skills, I was so passionate and determined, but never thought I would fall apart this soon.

It is so disheartening to say goodbye to the goal, that kept you awake in nights almost every day for last two months, I really don't want to quit this, but I can't watch myself failing so miserably. May be only this much of the part was in my destiny.